I’m not really sure where this year went. It seems like it just suddenly disappeared. Looking back, I feel like we started school yesterday, but if I count the year by events, it seems longer than just a school year. This is the point of the year where I start reminiscing about the year, so bear with me. It usually doesn’t last longer than a few days.
This summer will be busy. I’ve got swim-team, YBA, Boy’s State, Placerville, counseling at a special needs camp, and camping. I cant wait for these last two weeks to be over.
I’m still worried about my grades, but I’m not needlessly panicking. I’ll do what I can to repair the damage and hope that I don’t lose too much, but that’s all I can do. I’ve learned a lot about myself, specifically coming to face with my procrastination, forgetfulness, and distraction. I’ve had to accept that I will have to get a lot more organized, and that putting things off is not an option for me. I know that in the past I’ve said that, but this time is different. I’m really going to have to change, or senior year, college, and the rest of my life are going to be an absolute nightmare. Although I don’t want to, I’ve also had to come to terms with the fact that I need more sleep. I’m annoyed by it, but it’s a limitation I can’t escape, as my problems with memory, stress, and distraction get worse.